

My MonsterHonestly I'm scared, because I know I can't stop. No matter how many times I tell myself I can. They call me during the day, at, work, and in my dreams. The cravings never stop.My Monster
I'm so desperate I'm reading the backs of boxes to find the perfect one. Then I realize they all have the same ingredients. Only one of them I want, so bad I could die. I didn't get any today I wussed out and bought caffine, but tomarrow I will follow through and get my Dexies. If only I can find some other escape from myself.
My heart is continuosly pounding with excitement and fear. Mostly fear for what I'll become.


OrpheusI am your Eurydice. You are my Orpheus.Orpheus
You play my soul out of my heart. You coax my land into a trance of rhythm.
You seduce Satan with your song, And trick the demons into your control.
To save from my death. To bring me to my heaven with you.
You are too eager for my beauty, You break your promise.
I am lost for ever. Your greavance kills you.
The Maenads tear you apart. Thrown into a river.
You still sing, breaking hearts with your song.
You are my water, and I am your bay.


Winter's BreathI love drear winter's breath No less than sultry hours, And snow, even as the flowers; Yea, I would welcome death Without regret or ruth, Though loving Love and Youth; For there have come anew Desires that renew My thoughts of her whose grace Lives in her form and face; And I see how ice encloses Joyand spring, and roses!Winter's Breath
This sullen heart of mine, darkend and overcast By servance, at last Tastes the restoring wine Of nearness, and revives Delight in both our lives; For your body; fair and sweet, Contains both cold and heat
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So now for restless mind, I could go either way.
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So now for restless mind, I could go either way.
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